I hate that stupid bitch that calls herself my mother.  She fucking argues with me constantly over stupid shit and gets mad when I get to the fucking breaking point.  She tried to appologize today... pissed me off worse, I hung up on her.  Saturday's gonna be fun I guess because Andrea, Crystal, Angel, Marche, maybe Justin, and I are going to the Haywood Mall.  It should be quite fun lol.  Andrea and I are driving so when we get on the Interstate we are going the minimum speed limit in 2 lanes to piss people off.  I'm better from my problems I guess, but it's a tradeoff for more of them.  These other problems will be much much much easier to fix because they have names.

I am happy everyone, finally for once... I wish I were DEAD.  It'd be amazing to be able to escape a harsh reality that my life is screwed up and broken.  I had a damned wreck and I've had so many problems lately, and I have to go to the dentist Feb. 14th and court Feb 16th.  Maybe I'll die in the dentist's office.  It'd be ohhh soooooo great. Give me about 2 days and everyone will truly believe that I am happy again.